So here’s the thing. I can be safe and secure without knowing where things are going.

“C’mon, Col … what? You?”

Yes, me. Look. Here I am safe and secure on the rockin’ rollercoaster … and having a BLAST might I add. Picture this … it’s dark, you don’t know where you’re going, you couldn’t get off if you wanted to … and it’s A FUN RIDE.

That can be life. Trust. Everything is being taken care of. I feel peaceful and confident. Nobody can hurt me.

The key is to stay in the moment and enjoy what’s happening RIGHT NOW.

Appreciate each new surprise. Remember, it’s a rollercoaster going up and down and all around.

My ex-boyfriend showed me what it’s like to be safe and secure. Now I know what that feels like and it’s a little bit like this …

• rushing water
• pink
• hip-hop music
• strutty
• trust
• peace
• confidence
• love
• hope
• harmony
• strength
• I’m ok right here, right now … at any moment

So my next task is to finish up my Jedi training so I can be in the relationship that’s right around the corner. He’s no longer the life preserver so a guy is now free to be in my life in a fresh, new way. (Thank you, Mary, for pointing this out to me!)

So now is when I let go and enjoy the ride.

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